What Have You Built Around Your Heart?

Most probably feel it has been broken and trampled enough. So we try to protect ourselves by building filters and walls to keep abusers out. The problems is there are some people who are about as lovable as a porcupine who could bring a lot to your life if you ever got past their filters and walls.

So there is the problem. A society of great pretenders who hide behind their personal style of fabrication. Behind it they experience fear and isolation, but dare not risk interpersonal relationship.

Many divorces happen because two pretenders married and when they got real, it wasn’t pretty. To forge a true relationship, you have to go through the pain of reality.

Ray and I married from two different worlds. I had been abused a greater part of my life when we married. His past wasn’t a bed of roses either. Fortunately, his response to abuse was to try harder and try harder is what he did when he discovered he had a wounded tiger by the tail.

The more he would try to love and protect me, the more I would rage. I knew in my inner being he was going to leave me like everyone else, so I kept pushing him away. He was as tenacious as an bulldog. Bottom-line, his unconditional love won. We have been married 38 years next month.

If I had bailed at the first hurt or even the tenth (most were self-inflicted through self-sabotage), I would have never know the love, happiness and sweetness being a couple has brought me.

He taught me to give others a chance as well. He was my safety net when I let my walls down. What I learned through that is often times the person I run from is the person who genuinely has something to deposit in my life. The very thing I don’t like in them is all too often a character flaw in me. Funny how that works.

Thousands of years ago, God said, “It is not good for man to be alone.”

That is true today, not just in marriage, but in meaningful friendships where you share your heart and that very thing that you were trying to figure out comes spilling from your own mouth. To listen to another is to allow their genuine self to come forth.

Dare to let the walls down and be real.

One thought on “What Have You Built Around Your Heart?

  1. Sheree Bloch

    So true. It’s amazing how many walls we can have. Thank you again for your words of encouragement and truth. Blessings to you and Ray.

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